Again I woke up from the darkness. It seemed like days have past but I think it was only one night. I didn't opened my eyes. It didn't want to see the reality of my life now. I was pinching myself at my arms. But every time I wouldn't wake up from a sleep, I wouldn't think it was all a dream. And my arms just began to be more and more red. I pinched and I pinched but I would not be relieved that it was a dream.
I hadn't opened up my in eyes in a long time. Finally after a while I opened them and it must have been really weird to see a girl in a cage, pinching herself with her eyes closed. Yeah, now they would think more and more that I am nuts. I would let them see that is was wrong to bring me here. I looked down at my arms and as I guessed before they were all red and they hurted. I slowly lifted my head and looked around me. A big group was indeed watching me in this cave. Great, now I feel more and more like an animel in a zoo. I wanted them to leave but it seemed that this big open space was the center of the cave and that everyone who needed to go somewhere needed to pass this space. There were a lot of people tough I couldn't find the girls from 'yesterday' who told me about the wedding thing. At the moment I thought that my eyes crossed the eyes of the crown prince. He walked to the 'door' of the cage and opened it. I was shocked. No one opened the cage since I have been in here. He signed that I needed to come and slowly I stood up and walk towards him. I stepped out of the cage and immediately his fingers went around my arm. He pulled me through the audience and walked straight to a wall. I can't tell you if we went to the north, the west, the south, the east or in the middle of those directions. He knocked at the wall and a secret door opened. He pushed me in it and locked the door again from the inside. In the room was a massive chair, a little table, a mirror and a dog.Yeah, a dog. I know what you are thinking right now. I don't get it either. The boy tied me up in the chair and dissappeared in a secret door next to the mirror. A voice began to talk. "Welcome, this will be your first test. I hope you make the good descisions and may the odds be ever in your favor." Again I know, why would he quote the Hunger Games? Or you should be an enormous freak/fan, or you are an extremely sarcastic person what means something bad is going to happen. I fear that it is a mixture of both and I am not happy with that.
Every night I look at the sky.
I am wondering about you.
Asking myself things I once knew.
Asking how high we can fly.
But we always fall down.
In the blue river of still having hope.
Night becomes day.
And I have to wait till afternoon.
Untill I am able to say goodmorning.
Waiting for your answers.
Your answers which I try to understand.
Your answers sometimes full of hate.
I try to convince you.
But you won't listen.
You have no clue.
About what happens in the world.
At the end of the day.
I still try to understand.
But then the night falls in again.
And we are not able to have a conversation.
I have to wait again till afternoon the next day.
Our worlds are so different.
And you want to come to mine.
But your thoughts don't cross the river.
You have to cross the line.
Let go od your thoughts.
And start over again.
I am your friend.
Hoi iedereem, hier is eindelijk weer een nieuw deel van mijn Nederlandse verhaal. Het spijt me dat het zo lang duurde maar het was heel druk! Ik kan niet wachten tot vrijdag, dan gaat mijn zus eindelijk trouwen! Ik hoop dat jullie dit deel leuk vinden en ik zie jullie zondag weer! X
Hoi! Ik ben Naomi. Ik ben 16 jaar en ik kom uit Gelderland. Leuk dat je op mijn blog kijkt. Je vindt hier heeeeeel veel verschillende dingen dus ik hoop dat je iets vind wat je leuk lijkt. Ik hoop je vaker terug te zien op mijn blog! Doei! X
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